finding the balance

Joe told me this, you know, to "find the balance" within my life. At first I was like "impossible right now". But I've really been focusing on what I need versus what I want and I feel like slowly yet surely, I am finding it! Lately, I've had no need to be with/see this boy any more than really needed. I've been content though with the time that we have spent together, not getting upset at his departure for the evening. And I feel like our friendship is steadily becoming like it was before...okay, a little better! I feel like I am in a good place, and gosh dern it, I feel happy, like truly happy for the first time in a long time! Thank you Joe!