randomness

I feel like I'm doing a lot better than I have been doing these past few weeks. Though things with a certain person are as muddled as ever, I feel like I know his opinion on this whole situation and though it is not what I necessarily want, it helps me through my day. After talking with my friend Joe, he brought up something that makes complete sense and I don't know why I haven't thought of it before. Oh wait, I have, except that it is going to be super hard to do and thinking about it now makes me a little upset. Anyways, Joe said that I can't give this guy the cake and let him eat it too. And he is completely right. He said that I need to set boundaries with this guy, and boundaries are what is going to be set. No more late night rendezvous for us. He gets none of that. I mean Jesus, this whole weekend was nothing but giving in and...no. Just no. I'm through. And hell, Spring Break is right around the corner. I don't even plan on talking to him not even once till after the break. Hopefully my friend Joe will come visit during the break and my life will be exponentially better just from that!