i have decided to slowly and surely start infusing love back into my life in several diffrent ways.
1. love others: I want to love people with open arms and an open mind. I want to love people without judgement. I want to love people because they ARE unique and different. I want to love people even if we dont necessarily "click".
2. love myself: I mean i do, but i dont at the same time? i love myself okay, but i want to fall head over heels for myself you know? i want to stop worrying about what others think and start focusing on how i feel and what i need. i want to love my life to its fullest.
a friend passed away recently whos love filled...everything and everyone. i admire that. but that is foreign territory for me. ive learned to live with this thinking: survive any way possible. only because ive been there and ive been that girl. i used to think that way. i still think that way only i hide it better. now i just want to live and love and laugh and have a grande time. life is way too short to do otherwise.
