Sunday, January 11, 2009

Friend....Or Foe??

So, I guess what I'm about to talk about are little tid bit ponderings that I've just been thinking about. Alrighty then, here we go.

I like this guy. He used to like me, but has recently told me that he no longer possesses those same feelings. I believed him and as hard for me as it is to convinve myself to stop liking him, its become a chore to stop feeling this way simply because HIS actions are not ringing true with what he has stated. If, in fact, he does not like me then why does he say the sweetest things and treat amazingly? Why do we still kiss? And yes, I have brought up my opinion why we still kiss. (Because he's a guy, and guys need guy things and need to get things out in guy ways and that doesn't constitute him having feelings for me) However, after stating my opinion, he completely puts that thought down and reassures me that its because he does in fact care for me deeply. Ok. Well, then I don't get why you dont like me? Also, his friends have approached me. His FRIENDS, his homeboys, his dogs, his bros...however you want to put it, they approached me telling me how much this guy really really cares for me. Exact words? "You make our friend really happy". My rebuttle? "All girls make him happy". And while they could not dissagree, they simply said that I meant more to him than any other does and that if I stick around and just be the girl that he likes to be around like I am, they think he'll evenutally come around and want to be with me. Well, you know, maybe I don't deserve to wait. In fact, I know that I dont deserve to wait. So, while I'll still be that girl that he likes to hang around, I will not be that girl that hangs around.

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