newly dug grave

so i'm in a financial hole right now that i cannot seem to dig myself out of no matter how hard i work. and then i get phone call today about some more money i owe, omg! i think i may not audition next semester and just get a job and try and get myself back on track. i absolutely hate considering this option but i really can't think of anything else to do. i mean, i really want/need to come back to csu, so staying in camden for a semester is really out of the equation. ughhh, i don't know what do to...