Secrets do not make friends...

I have this secret that honestly should have been kept for quite some time. It's a different kind of secret; an on and off again kind of secret. For the most part I enjoy it, but it always comes around to nip me in the butt. Sometimes it helps more than harms and other times it harms way more than it could ever help. For obvious reasons I can never reveal this secret on here, but it is a good one. One that, this time, I shall tell no one.