...are you lost or incomplete

I seriously am starting to think that there is something wrong with me. I just don't feel like myself anymore. I'm doubting friendships, I'm doubting myself, I'm doubting life in general. I'm doing things I don't necessarily want to do yet I do them anyways because who the fuck cares anymore. I don't. I feel depressed. I honestly think that I may be. That's so sad to say, but I think it's true. And it's not like I'm all like "Woe is me" all the time or anything. I just feel sad a lot and think about stupid things all the time even when I am surrounded by friends. I'm desperately hoping that this summer will bring about a well needed peace of self. I really want to spend this summer trying to find ME. I want to work out and eat healthy to better myself and I want to read and get tan. I think these things may help me in the long run. I'm just sick and tired of being here in Columbus around people who are so fucking fake sometimes. I'm fed up with peoplen in generaln right now.